where am i?

i keep looking at the calendar. i keep counting days, adding and subtracting time. i should be leaving, but i still can't.

the work pile in front of me keeps growing and for the life of me, i do not know how to finish it all. my back is tense and i have had this headache for days.

people keep asking, "where are you now?". physically, i know where i'm at. mentally, emotionally...that question is harder to answer than explaining cold fusion.